"And yet, grace can make a few feeble instruments the means of accomplishing great things - things greater even than we can conceive." William Burns
You are called.
Sometimes that calling takes you to a place of brokenness. Sometimes it opens doors that make your heart leap. There is always a cost to following God's call, but there is also great blessing.
We are but "feeble instruments".
And yet we are chosen.
Every courageous step of faith requires courageous sacrifice and obedience.
But it is no sacrifice at all once we get to the other side. On the other side we see that there is no price too high for the blessing of obedience. Because "He who calls you is faithful; he will surely do it." (Thessalonians 5:24)
Ultimately, the call of God is a call to obedience. Surrender. It can sometimes be scary, overwhelming, too big and too much.
It can spur on the naysayers, "Are you sure you're called to do this?" "Do you really have what it takes?"
Probably not.
But, if God is saying "GO", then you obey, because yes you are called.
"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful." Hebrews 10:23
He who promised is faithful. God is faithful...to each promise, to each command, to each word he speaks. God cannot lie. His word is truth. So, when God promises to be faithful, we can stand on that with confidence and grace and assurance.
I love that God chooses the feeble. I am grateful that the call of God is not limited to the fit, the strong, the gifted and the most admirable. That he chooses the most unlikely among us, that he goes to such extremes to find us, and that he seals his call with his promise makes me wonder why I would ever take pause to seize such an invitation.
When you find yourself buckling under the weight of his call, remember he says to you, "I am with you, mighty warrior." (Judges 6). When it feels too big, and you feel too small, remember his promise to be with you, "I will never leave you or forsake you." (Joshua 1).
Remember he is faithful.
The feeble chosen don't cling to their own abilities and accomplishments. The feeble chosen cling to the hope of the one who has called.
"I took you from the ends of the earth, from its farthest corners I called you. I said, 'You are my servant'; I have chosen you and have not rejected you. So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:9-10